#exorcising all my demons
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Ekko walks away from the final battle in a daze after learning that Jinx is dead. Or: An alternate ending to the show, in which she isn't, no matter what Vi believes.
Timebomb. 4.3k one shot. Alternate ending/fix it fic!
#finally#exorcising all my demons#timebomb#ekkojinx#ekko arcane#ekko#jinx#jinx arcane#silco#vi#fanfic#arcane fanfic#angst#angst with happy ending#heavy feels#kissing#happy ending#mentions of suicide and faked death
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Which could, of course, mean nothing.
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#acting choices were made here!!#yeah okay lip bite whatever but WHY are you staring after him that longingly#nobody think about 'Edwin's obviously jealous' → [the world's most confusing seemingly pleased non-response]#about 5 seconds after this#dbda#dead boy detectives#charles rowland#crystal palace#edwin payne#jayden revri#kassius nelson#george rexstrew#listen I’ve had this timestamp with the note ‘Charles wtf’ saved for a solid couple of weeks#and I kept forgetting why I’d saved it and needing to go back to check#and going ‘Charles wtf’ all over again every time#my gifs#exorcising the demons by making gifs for the first time in my life#no I know they’re not pretty enough but they get the job done
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i really do love that lan wangji is secretly an enormous bitch to jiang cheng specifically it's seriously too funny
#don't worry he had all the pictures backed up of course#mdzs#lan wangji#lan zhan#jiang cheng#wangxian#the untamed#grandmaster of demonic cultivation#i think this is the second b99 quote i've pilfered for mdzs art#the art Did Not Turn Out this time but for some reason i could not make anything look good#so we get bad art today but the joke is exorcised from my system and sometimes that's all you can ask for#my art
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You are without doubt the worst rogue cultivator I’ve ever heard of. Ah. But you have heard of me.
Some Mobei-jun/rogue cultivator!Shen Yuan brainrot—thanks to @neonghostcat I can no longer separate SY from the guandao 😭 (thank you from the bottom of my heart)
#svsss#mobei jun#shen yuan#moshen#svsss art#my art#I mostly just threw these together for the ✨aesthetics✨#stupid!pretty+deadly!pretty#but I’m kinda liking this alternate possibility?#some cultivator going around making friends with/taming demonic beasts he has no jurisdiction over#and the demon realm being all ?????#if anything this dweeb should be killing/exorcising these creatures?? but he’s just making them his pets???#MBJ is the one stuck investigating him and#*flailing and vague noises*#idk#fic ideas#that will prob fail to ever appear#if any brave soul wishes to try their hand let me know!!#I’d love to see other ppl’s takes on this weird ship
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me: help me out here, im outlining a fic right now and whats a good term of endearment for a parent to call their small boy child? luke is calling his daughter 'sweet pea' as a term of endearment, so what about for the son?
younger sister: lasagna
me: no thats—no. no not lasagna, i think
#anyway im working on ANOTHER FIC and it's not smut!! hooray!! i think i momentarily exorcised all the smut demons with my latest fics#so now im writing emotional hurt comfort where luke is in his 40s#anyway. luke will not be calling his son lasagna#dootdootdoot
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i know we're probably supposed to read that scene as matoba telling natori not to tell nanase that matoba is growing a youkai in a pot and/or that matoba's pot youkai ate nanase's former servant but consider: this is funnier
BONUS:
you can leave! if your crush has follow-up questions...hit da bricks!
#don't tell nanase that i came all the way to your cringefail family's house to exorcise the demon that was haunting you#and then picked you up and carried you in my own arms back to your house after you fainted#she will roast me soooo hard bro i will never hear the end of it 😅#<-copying my tags from a year ago lol#horrible exorcists#hexfest2k24#my posts#described in alt#f#my new favorite thing is badly drawing faces with no dialogue to indicate awkward silences#you can't get me to stop doing this. i'm doing it all over the place
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the black dog is so ineffable husbands i'm sorry
#you were someone who until recent events i shared my secrets with#i just don't understand how you don't miss me#OLD HABITS DIE SCREAMING#i may never open up the way i did for you#you said i needed a brave man and proceeded to play him#now i wanna sell my house and set fire to all my clothes and hire a priest to come exorcise my demons#tail between your legs you're leaving#aziraphale#crowley#ineffabl#ineffable husbands#ineffable divorcees#azir#aziracrow#good omens
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In the escape from Austen, Sarah gets bitten. Joel will not leave her.
I had a day off work so decided to make myself sad. Heavy angst and gothic horror vibes ahead, enjoy!
#i really did have to exorcise this fic like a demon but i hope you enjoy/are impacted by it#the tipsy bison#my fic#zoo's fic#tlou fic#angst#all hurt no comfort#sarah miller#joel tlou#tlou fanfic
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Marchil March retrospective
As of today the Marchil March week was officially over! 🎉🎉👏 A lot of good work and content accomplished this week, patting ourselves on the back is in due order. Thank you so much to everyone who participated!! The turnout was so much more than anticipated and made a big difference for marchil nation.
All in all, the statistics for the amount of works made for the event and publicized is as such:
Total participants: 11 Total works: 37 Fanfics: 17 Fanarts: 20
You can browse them all on the sideblog @feedmarchil!
That’s more than one marchil piece a day for a full month! We almost doubled the amount of fics we had! I can truly say it was a successful event, despite some bumps, and I for one am sated. Couldn’t be prouder of the community! Marchil is in good hands!!
But March isn’t quite over yet… As long as we’re still not April, feel free to make some late entries if you want to and find the time! I’ll make an extra set of stats for late works if anyone makes any. I do hope to take advantage of this and write a fic myself hehe, crossing my fingers. There isn’t enough time in a life to marchil enough~
#marchil march 2024#marchil#It’s midnight I’m eepy. Don’t have much to say… One bump in the road of the event was that my marchil sideblog got shadowbanned gdvdgd#Special shoutout to the anon marchil serial writer btw. You have no name but you are a fundamental and valued part of the community#btw if content was made for Marchil March but not posted on ao3 or Tumblr then I don’t know it exists </3#Blissed out on all the marchil content fr….#There was no new fic today i already am getting greedy and hungry again#Marchil ship week#Looking forward to next year already ngl#“Fumi this is a ship week extending it so loosely is cheating!” I made the event I make the rules <3 Also it already was in the rules#Also man. Wow. The new marchil angst fics huh. Damn. Wow. I am so cool and collected. I need to exorcise some demons after those
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"This next song goes out to everyone that I fucking hate!"
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#spiritbox#soft spine#some good goooooooooooooood food#feed me female rage pls!!!#but i mean aCTUAL female rage#i truly wish we could see women on stage going apeshit#like absolute fucking goblin-mode#no girlie girl shit no performing feminity no makeup just an absolute feral wild animal#just fcking screaming your lungs out and letting out all that fucking raaaaaage#swearing spitting writhing away in anger to let it all out and to exorcise all the demons inside#anyway i fucking lovvvvvvvve this song so fucking much it heals my sooouuul
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Never in my life have I, even in my own head, said something like 'well what if I just killed myself' because I am absolutely terrified of my mortality and also know that thinking and saying such things is bad for you. When things were bad I did wish I could be admitted or just be sick enough to get to take a break from my situation, to which my beloved psychologist helpingly pointed out is sort of the same. It's a cue something has to change, that youre suffering and can't keep doing this and you want to find an out whatever that might look like. The good news is I love myself enough, and have the means and ability, to make change in a way that is less counter to living healthily and happily.
#i say never in my life but this weekend its just been bouncing around on repeat#and this is partially why people used to think demons were real and why people do think chemical imbalance is real i think#something is wrong with me but by repeating i love myself (i really do) enough to take care of myself maybe i can exorcise it all on my own
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it’s july you know what that means….. (written june 30, 2024 but its actually relevant to the point i talked about before, shout out to Me <3)
dr stone analysis!!!!
thinking about the Not Confession scene in stone wars. senku and kohaku quickly identify that gen is full of shit upon first meeting him and kohaku keeps this to herself bc it gives her an advantage over him. senku instead, almost immediately cuts through the bullshit and forces gen’s hand to make a decision then and there to trust him. by doing so gen has been deftly defeated, and it puts them on equal footing. senku implies that gen can’t hide anything from him, so gen tells him the truth. senku is in a lot of danger. gen wants something but he cannot say it in front of others, he can only tell senku in private, bc even if someone can see through his lies, the opposite isn’t always necessarily the truth. he wants cola, he doesn’t want anyone but senku to know how much he misses his old life and how this apocalyptic event changed everything and he doesn’t have many options.
there’s just something that gets me about a character who’s main skill is lying and how One Guy ruins him so bad by just Existing. gen was obsessed from day ONE.
that confession scene truly does Not matter in the broader narrative and pretty much only serves as a moment where their trust is sealed and senku realizes he’s part of the village, blah blah whatever. but the powerful no homo energy exuded from that scene cannot be escaped. gen is supposed to be the words guy! the guy who negotiates and manipulates! but in this scene gen is legitimately embarrassed and says so, and senku teases him back bc like. what else do you say when a guy says he likes you but sets the tone in such a way where he’s trying to be serious and heartfelt but you’re both guys and you are still bound by old social rules of masculinity…
and it never goes anywhere. it’s clear that gen can do nothing else but be one rung on the ladder before senku moves on to the next. senku is SUCH an important figure, how do you fall in love with the leader of your entire movement and then keep living your life? they’re both willing to risk everything (their time, their bodies, their lives) except whatever genuine and real thing that binds them together. you can’t say it out loud.
#someone interacted with a post from last year so i’m just gonna exorcise all the demons in my drafts#d.s
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for the amount that I think about bingge, I really need to write something with him in it
#the man HAUNTS ME#i need him OUT OF MY HEAD#EXORCISE THAT DEMON#i really am no better than shen yuan (obsessed with all flavors of binghe)
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Did you know that if you want to write supernatural shit, you yourself have to figure out how the supernatural shit works? It's wildly unfair and unexpected.
#who couldve guessed?#figuring out how to summon a demon. also why to summon a demon#also how someone would figure out how to summon a demon (occult shit is not widely known here)#also how someone would see a partial demon summoning and know how to figure out what it was#and the rules of it all. and what this demon is going to do. and how to exorcise the demon#so far my mc has received a tip from a tumblr user that posts a lot of crystals and angel numbers#im curious to see what i come up with. i know im the writer so that makes little sense#i can tell my first draft is going to be full of parentheses that say shit like-#(shithead kids summon demon spookily)#or (mc exorcises demon. based on. book?)#its gonna be fun. im having so much fun honestly#i haven't written in quite awhile so it feels strange that this story is coming so easily#and i know its not great. its a first draft in a genre ive never written before#but you cant edit an empty page. and god is this fun
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Ask meme!
I was tagged by @glowwormsmith! Thank you :)
Rules: Spell out your URL using song titles that can describe your muse/OC/pairings, then tag as many people as there are letters in your URL!
My URL isn’t the best for this game because it simply consists of the same two letters twice (I didn’t take the numbers into account), but I still scoured my entire music library to find titles that worked! I chose my OC Taylor Rook, John Seed, and the couple they form in my heart because of course I did. There are four letters in my username so I’m tagging four people: @cassietrn, @laindtt, @simplegenius042, and @strafethesesinners (only if you feel like doing this, of course)!
(Not all the tracks I wanted have lyrics, so I did this a little differently than you did and wrote a little “story” instead):
In Hope County, Taylor really became a “Lurking Danger” [Yoko Shimomura - Final Fantasy XV] and had to walk along many “Unfamiliar Paths” [Cliff Martinez - Far Cry 4]. John kept telling her, “Let The Water Wash Away Your Sins” [Dan Romer - Far Cry 5], but she remained “Untouchable” [Niels Bye Nielsen - HITMAN 2]. As for the Baptist, deep down, he was just a “Lost Child” [Brian Tyler - Far Cry 3], but on the outside, the thing most people noticed and talked about was his “Unsettling Aura” [Yoko Shimomura - Final Fantasy XV]. I wish he had had time to “Learn To Let Go” [Kesha - Rainbow]*, but all he did in the game was try to be “Unstoppable” [Sia - This Is Acting]*. Their story didn’t end well, so in another world, one that only exists in my head, they decide to “Let It Go” [Demi Lovato - Frozen] and stop being “Under The Gun” [Motörhead - Kiss of Death] all the time because I just want them to sing “Love Me Forever” [Motörhead - 1916]* and “Underneath Your Clothes” [Shakira - Laundry Service]* to each other instead!
*actually for these the lyrics also work
#I honestly wish john had healed enough to be able to sing 'learn to let go'#I mean 'I think it’s time to practice what I preach: exorcise the demons inside me'? perfect!#and 'unstoppable' is about suffering inside but wearing a mask of strength and confidence#so basically john (mostly duncan)#and 'under the gun' can be him fantasizing about the deputy too I guess#taylor rook#john seed#john seed x deputy#anyway so it turns out not that many songs start with U#almost all the ones I have are here haha#ask meme#also since we’re talking about my url did you know it’s technically lulu-29-92 and not lulu-2992?#'twenty-nine - ninety-two' and not 'two thousand nine hundred ninety-two' or 'two - nine - nine - two'?#it’s even 'vingt-neuf - quatre-vingt-douze' since I’m french#yes to read 92 we say 'four-twenty-twelve' because we are very weird#the belgians and swiss are less weird they have other words that make more sense
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What if I committed myself to writing drawing and animating my very own show despite having 0 animation experience and also being bad a drawing because I realized an extremely well known public domain property is actually an issekai and I need a female-lead shonen that fucks incredibly hard like Kill la Kill except if it wasn’t. Like That™
#I can see the opener when I close my eyes#and even if I never do anything with it I must exorcise the art demons#I’ve been rewatching kill la kill and I really regret to inform you all that it is really so fucking good#except WHY did it have to be LIKE THAT#it’s like that onion article : heartbreaking! worst person you know just made a great point !#heartbreaking! most misogynistic anime you’ve ever seen just had an incredibly well animated fight scene that fucked !#anyway if you’re wondering what the property is it’s the nutcracker#the nutcracker is a shojo issekai I am prepared to fight about it#like haven’t you idiots seen the Barbie nutcracker? that but more blood and metaphors about being cannon fodder for a corrupt system#if you guys are wondering if I’m insane the answer is yes absolutely#brb gotta go draw the nutcracker as a sexy white haired anime boy#I’m also certain I’m not the first person to either do this or have this idea#but I don’t care it’s my idea now and I’m rocking w it
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